Thursday, September 20, 2012

Something new

Just  Breathe 


I recently tried something new,  That seems to be my thing right now, (doing new things)  anyway. Pastor Woody had a vacation coming up and had ask  if anyone want to preach,  Both of my kids  had done this during  there senior year.  I have been asked a few times to come to women's groups and talk about  living with a Child that has O.I.,  But I have always said no.  ( josh is really pretty private and doesn't like to talk about his condition.) But I feel like I have something to say, so after some thought I decided that I would talk about my faith and how I have grown as a Christian, because of his condition. I talked about the Mother figures in my life and how they gave me the strength to get through whatever we needed to do for Josh.  Just Breathe has been said over a million times in my home.  When ever something  happen, that's where we would go.  Just Breathe! Sometime in life when things are so bad and off tract,  we need to remember to just breathe.  But more importantly we taught Josh that saying a prayer, when he breaks  can change the world.  It brings a calm to him. Josh fell in January and broke his leg so badly that he had to have surgery and then in February he became so infected that he had to have a second surgery.  Josh was sitting by the pool texting when he broke his leg. ( he was breathing, it was no big deal, other then the fact graduation was five months away and walking across that stage was the one thing he had work for most of his life). But in February when Josh became so sick, he looked fine and acted fine, he should have been fine. Infection was something we had  never dealt with and we were very upset. We as Parents had to remind ourselves to  Stop and Just Breathe and above all Pray.  Today Josh is fine and at Ball State, he continues to prove that he will not let O.I. run his life.  Shelby is at USI and doing amazing things with her life.  I am...... I am here in Flora wondering When did the kids grow up. I am Just Breathing, Praying and wondering  When did that Happen.   
O.I. Foundation

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

My Friend Kermit

My  Friend Kermit 

An evening in Indiana can be many things, in the summer it could be a little league game or a walk around the town, or a trip to the Park.  I spent tonight, a very warm night in March with my husband and my son (Josh 18).  We had dinner and then settled down to watch a movie. 

I can remember way back in the 80's, the Muppet Show was one of the shows each week that I loved to watch.  I don't know if that made me a geek  or what, but I love that frog. 15 years later my kids  loved to watch  The Fraggles and knew that Mom love the Muppets.  I sang Rainbow Connection in high school and won a award.  Just  for some strange reason I connected to Kermit. So it was really no surprise to me, when a few months ago my daughter ( who is now in college) called and said "Mom  me and Sam (boyfriend) just saw the Muppets and you have to go see it".  I hate the price of movies, so I don't go.  Making a long story short my husband took me and I was in tears.  So tonight when he came home carrying the movie and my son wanted to watch it with me, my heart strings were pulled again. 

Last year when Toy Story 3 came out, we took our 17 and 19 year old  kids to see the  movie, we were all in tears,  my daughter look at me and said I grew up with Woody and Andy.  It was true she was going to college and so was Andy. She packed boxes for the trip and some for storage, and so did  Andy  and of coarse there was a friend that had to go to college. 

So looking back I now understand that Kermit was my friend.  That's why when I see him hurting or I see him making a come back it pulls on my heart.  I think that kids today are missing that kind of friend.  Someone who in their world is their best Friend.  Someone who is there every week to make you laugh or make you cry.  Kermit I have missed you and welcome back, maybe someday you will meet my grand-kids.

Kermit the Frog, one of  my Best Friends..... When did that Happen........




Wow ! I just started a blog.

Just starting out

So I am sitting here in a job that I am sure I was not meant for, but It works.  I am at that point in a Mom's life when she needs to decide  "what do I want to do, when I grown up"  (by the way I am 45). 

How did that happen......